User:	jonnieb
	Date:	2009-07-05 04:56
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Will my dreams come true.

Does hard work and sacrifice pay off?

	User:	jonnieb
	Date:	2009-07-02 01:34
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Some pretty big things in the mix.

I wish my journal was more popular. I think I slowed down writing in it so drastically because I didn't feel like anyone read or cared. I suppose that's kind of self-serving then, but it's nice to feel appreciated.

I feel like there's not enough video of me and my life. I feel like if I died tomorrow, so many people would have no idea who I was. Obviously that is the case, but I feel that way even about the people I've met and been close with.

I can't clear my head anymore. I guess that's becoming a problem.

But I'm so content with my life being a disaster -- and I know that makes no sense to anyone. But honestly, it's better than boredom. I get yelled at constantly for always working on band stuff, but it really is my life. And if it ends before it's meant to, I'm really going to be lost. I sacrificed/am sacrificing so much to make this work.

But my mom said it the other day, "You're sooooo young."

And she's right.

Is there anything wrong with being young and dumb?









If you get the chance, please email Hometownheroes@altpress.com and send them the link to my band's Myspace. Myspace.com/GBCrock

Then give them a good reason why we deserve to be featured in their Hometown Heroes portion of their Magazine.

Worldwide exposure all at the cost of a few minutes to compose an email?

Please tell me I mean more to you than that.